New Year's Resolutions

I think this is definitly it.From now on, starting next semester, it's all about me. Not, in a conceided way of course, I just mean that I really need to put my priorities first. And that begins with school.So I give you my New Year's Resolutions:1. No more band- EVER. It's time to move on, and focus on more important things. Don't get me wrong, I loved it. It was fun, but I realized that it's not what I want to pursue in my life and I need to get over that and work towards my aspirations. Music will always be a part of my life, but I need this time to really get my life going on the track I want it to be going.2. No more skipping classes: For whatever reason, no matter how dull, meaningliess, brutal, ridiculous the class may be. No more. I have to sit through it at the very least.3. Cut down on pop/soda: Exceptions: Jone's Soda and Orangina. Main beverages will include tea, water and juice.4. Learn to play the guitar decently. Buy some more theory books, and some guitar music. Try to practice daily.5. Eat less student union food. No more wasting money everyday on (sorry Shantell)Tacobell , or Panda Express or (I'm sorry Ryne) Subway. From now on I'm going to try to bring food from home. Since I will have almost no time outside of school with 22 units, I need to make sure I watch what I eat. And yes Chris, I am going to take the 22 units. Thank-you for the warning, and the concern but I need to do this, for me. So you can tell me "I told you so" when I call you at 1 in the morning crying about how sucky life is, but this is just what I need to do.6. Get license & my own car; the keys to independence (no pun intended). It's about time don't you think?7. Spend less time on AIM, myspace, and facebook. They are distractions, and I've wasted so much time on these when I could be doing acutal work.The reason for all these goals? My grades. Dissapointing to say the least. No I did not get my 3.7. A faaaaaaar cry from it actually. 4 A's, 3 B's, 1 C, and surprisingly enough a D. That brought my GPA way down. I'm definitly going to take a lot of shit tomorrow morning when I show my parents my grades. They don't care about the A's or B's , the fact that I got a C will give them a seizure...I don't even want to think about what they're going to do to me when they see the big fat D. First time in my life I've ever gotten a D. God....when I saw it I just wanted to Die. ahh fuck. That's all I have to say. I am royally FUCKED! But, life goes on, all I can do now is work harder next semester and get that gpa raised.

Life is good. Very Good

Yes. I must say that it's pretty much rockin right now.Hangin with the old friends, and of course wonderful boyfriend hehe. Few lazy days here and there. Eating a lot, spending too much money. Indulgence= just what the doc ordered. Grades are for the most part in, with the exception of my lazy history and math professors. All A's and B's and err...one C+ which I'm trying to fix cause if I don't the parentals with surely rip my head off. Expecting a 3.7-3.8 overall. Not impressive, But not that shabby for my first semester taking 19 units.Happy Holidays

Sandwiches, Football, New Year's Kisses

Big shout out to Ryne Santos for making my one friggen bomb sandwich at daily special price! _lml you Rock! The sandwich was heavenly. Yes I was in Daily Special Heaven. my butta.Well I'm hearing rumors that they're taking all the brass to the Liberty Bowl. That should be fun!! But kinda bittersweet cause I really wanted to spend New Years with Carlos. But we worked it out and we gunna have our own New Years party! Cause I want someone to kiss me on midnight and I want it to be him soo guess we'll just have a 3rd new years party. Memphis time, Fresno time, then when I come back I'll all be jet lagged so it'll be sorta a combined Fremphis new years. lol ok whatever.life is good. life is really good. cept i have to write two term papers and study for finals. it's interesting how i get 19 views but only 1 comment on my blog. interesting. this is me pondering about who really reads my blogs so I'm just gunna make it viewable to my friends. cause i lub them. and i don't want creepy 40 yr old petifiles knowin about my life. 17 yrs old HELLO?!!! I'm fuckin jail bait. lol. k well more hw to do.ok bye bye

It's beginning to feel a lot like Christmas

It's my favorite time of the year! My mother was feeling the Christmas cheer I guess and took me out shopping then out to dinner. It was mucho fun, plus I got some ideas for some special people.. Well I think I just might be the happiest girl in the world because I'm in love and yep! That's it! My Thanksgiving break was eh ok, all my time not doing homework was spent with Los or with my friends who came back from college. I love them soo much! I went on an absolutely perfect date with my love. I really needed that. We have so much fun together, and he treates me like a princess, and ..I just can't believe I got so lucky as to fall in love with my best friend. OK well I'm going to stop boring you people with my wishywashyloveydoveymushygoey stuff. I'm getting sleepy, and I still have to write a few more pages for psych.

I'm In Love

Yes, I am.And it's wonderful.True loves never die.I'm just....So happyIt's great to be backThis is something great...This is something forever.I'll never be so stupid as to let it slip away. Never .I'm in love.

Practice Safe Sacks, Use a Troja

I would have to say that this was definitly one of the greatest weekends of my life! And one that I'll never forget!!The bus ride was so crazy. About an hour into the ride people started busting out bottles of "gatorade" and "water". It took me a while to figure it out but you know. Then later this foul smell....anyways. I was just in shock cause it was 2pm.On the first day we practiced at Bakersfield high for 3 hours. Then we ate a John's incredible! That was so yummmy! And I made a litle kids day by giving him 2 tokens cause we were leaving and I didn't want it to go to waste. Then off to the hotel.The night at the Double Tree hotel was .... THE BEST FUCKIN NIGHT EVER! Let's say that I LOVE CHRIS WILLIAMS and his wife BECCA!!!!! Okay so let me just say that I'm not big on drinking...but I wanted to try it a little cause it was in a safe atmosphere where I knew people would take care of me. So Chris poured me my very first drink which was a Vanilla Shnapps w/ Coke...so gooood. I was pussy and stuck with the smirnoff twisted stuff for a little then I decided it was time to try something a little harder. So some of my knew found buddies (who I don't even recal their names...but i think one of them plays the trombone) gave me a yeagerbomb but I did it wrong the first time so i had to do it right the second. I was surprised that I didn't feel anything yet so I was a bit confused. So I had a straight yeager shot. That stuff is dangerous. K well for me at least. But that was the extent of my drinking experience and it was all done in Chris' room. Had some great conversations w/ jess and ian and Correy, and some random people. We went room hoping, which was fuckin fun. Then we all hung out in the halls we a very drunk mandy and sarah and me ( i was just buzze) chared a very sober and very scared crystal! So funny. Mandy deserves and award. Then I went to Correy and Correy's room. I spent the remainder of my night there where so many people came and just passed out. Let me say they Nick is so funny drunk and I won't hold it against him that he did some inapproriate stuff, so did Omar, John Holmes ( now that was just scary). That night John, Nick, Jess, Ian, Patrick, and me hung out in the Correy's room. Let me give a big thanks to Correy for watching over me all through the night. . Me and Correy and Ceaser hung out at like 6 then went outside and sat on the Monte Vista sign. Then me and correy passed out in the hall in front of chris williams' room. After that we decided to call it a night and Correy went to sleep. But the room is fuckin nasty so I had to clean. It seriously looked like a bar. But I fixed that then went to bed at 8 then woke up at 9.At 10 we went to play at the WBA prelims where we set the turf on fire (literally!). Then we went to the LA Collessium where we got the harrassed like none other. Then we waited for forever and your mother in the buses. Then dressed played that the tailgait, then headed back. The tailgate was so fun 20000 people cheering us on! Then on the way back we were bombarded with either cheers from the Bulldog fans or stupid assholes putting the Vsign in our face and putting beat fsu on our backs. USC fans are so cocky. I mean they had to harrass the band because they knew we wouldn't do anything about it. But. a marron and yellow woman definitly got slapped back with a sticker when she put a v in my face. BITCH! You don't fuckin touch me! I love bulldog fans!The game was the best game I've ever seen, and I'll never forget. The Collesium was packed with 90000 people! It was a great atmosphere! We put up a great fight! You all know the stats. My voice is gone from screemig so loud. The USC band is a fucking joke. If I ever hear that damn song again I will fuckin go mental. They are a standstill band. NOT a marching band. But even then they sucked at music. They repeatedly played this one boring and slow song! And they had a speakers for their 300 members and they you still couldn't hear them when they played in your face. That was highly disspapointing. And when they ruined a stevie wonder song and one of my favorite jazz standards sing sing sing. That got me pissed and I lost all of the little respect I had for that shitty ass, geeky marching er stand still band. No offense... of course But our boys put up a fight to be remembered forever! Our band sounded great and our 60 member even outplayed their 300. GO BULLDOGS!!This is longest post everrr so i'm going to go cause I could seriously write forever!

Goodbye

There are bigger feats that you have to overcome in life, so you can't get distracted by the little things. I'm in an epiphany mood. lol. I'm going get my life on track. Latley things have been rough. . And I'm going to do everything in my power to make sure I stay on it. My relationship with my parents have been pretty terrible ever since I tried to shut them out of my life because I didn't think they would understand. I've been falling behind on some assignments, partially because I've been so drained, and because I just plain procrastinate. If I keep this rate up there's no way I'll get into any law school. I'm realizing so many things that I really need to focus on. Some interesting things I heard today: "Live like an attorney when your a law student and you'll more than likely live like a law student when you're an attorney." I keep saying I want more independence but I'm not doing really anything about it. Finals are coming up just around the corner. There's no room for stupidness. I've realized that in a matter of seconds your entire life could be turned upside down, and it's because of one bad mistake. No more temptations. No more excuses. This is it.My goals:1.Keep my 4.0 GPA2. Get my lisence3. Go to all my classes4. Get practice LSAT books5. File through Law Schools, and make semi final list of choices.6. Eat better. Not less. Just better.7. Get my abstinence/ promise ring8. Get a car9. Visit Law Schools10. Buy X-mas gifts.11. Apply for schoarships and grants12. Save money.13. Get a job.In a few months I'll see how far I've come on these goals. They may not seem important to you but they are to me.Today I realized that I need to focus on more important things, and things like this just distract me from work. So for now let me say goodbye."What lies before you, and what lies behind you are small matters compared to what lies within you." - Emerson