Do You Remember?

Current mood: peaceful

WARNING THIS POST IS .. sappyI Remember when..We went on the San Diego Cruz and everyone who liked anyone got their hearts broken.I used to go to Brenden's tennis practice and hold his sweater so that it wouldn't get dirty, but mainly cause I had a crush on him.Telling my parents I had a sectional and then going over to Bryants just to eat and do everything and nothing.Chillin in the park in Selma before preforming, and totally ravaging the ice cream man when ever he drove by.Going to Micky D's with los, bo, duf, bryant before tuesday night practicesEating lunch outside the leadership office cause that was the place to be...at the time lolOff campus lunches...starbucks, quiznos, taco bell, trader joes, hungry bear, que pasa.When everyone who was anyone went to Denny's after the gameMy first kiss....lol...awkward...My first break up....kyle mcdonald...My first (and only) love....Carlos FernandezIAJE New York Trip...walking down time square getting hassled by street vendors..and playin in the huge toy store, the deli across the street, subway, going to the site of 911, watchin Hiromi live, preforming Monster, brian nunes falling of the stage, the people havin sex in the stair well of the Hilton, ferry rides..Getting a call from Jacqui telling me that Mr. Shaghoian passed away.Kevicia doing Angelique's hair...Lying down in Carlos' lap, when he told me he that someday he's going to marry me...Having snowball fights at the rest stop on the way to Reno...drying our socks from the snow on the window ledge of the bus..our first kiss outside my house...Star gazing outside my house with caramel frapps..Getting detention for dress code..Holding hands in class....I remember when it was just you and me....and nothing could hurt us. Do I miss those days when everything was just so simple. I could relive those days all over again....

I need to write a song

wtf. I don't understand guys. Just guys in general. Like... ugh. whatever. I've had enough. There's just no winning is there? Don't even get me started on my parents. Crazy ass leachy control freaked parental units.. just. wtf?I need to write a song.It'll be called..."I'm about to Cuss"

It happens to the best of us

mood: indescribable

never again...I just can't do this anymore..I need my life backI guess when you realize how quickly your entire life can turn upside down...you just try harder to get it back.Imagine this.3 days a go my life was perfect. I had everything I needed, and everything I wanted.In 72 hours I managed to fuck it all up.Now I feel like I'm stuck here asking myself "how the hell did I do that?!"But there's just no choice but to pick up the pieces and start rebuilding.I can't do this emo crap for long. I miss that girl who was honest with herself and to others. That girl who was happy just being herself. She was delightful...

I'm really sorry Steven, but your bicycle's been stolen

reallly diggin the decemberists and the long winters right now..hipster trap? i think so. loli love re discovering past loves.reminds me of the good ole days

I'm really sorry Steven, but your bicycle's been stolen

reallly diggin the decemberists and the long winters right now..hipster trap? i think so. loli love re discovering past loves.reminds me of the good ole days