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yes ma i had a date tonight....


it was pretty damn fun. it began so randomly meeting at ryan's party...with a random guy i randomly met at the rock gym who just randomly happened to be ryan's 2nd cousin and who randomly showed up to one of our mock trial parties. lol. watched Australia, probably one of the best date movies...love, action, comedy, everything. it was just a lovely evening with a very lovely fella. met up at the bookstore, it was early so we could still catch the first showing. after the movie it was pretty late so everything was pretty closed but it was fine. grabbed a burger at in n out...then drove around.....and probably stayed in the parking lot saying goodbye but failing miserably for an hour. it was a "i don't want to let you go" moment. and he said it several times. this guy is not a player as some of his friends are....i like him...it was what a date should be. he was a gentlemen throughout. and i of course, was delightful, humurous, flirtatious, etc. i did find myself having to hold myself back from tearing apart his clothes when he kissed me on the neck, breathed and nibbled on my ears....that was unbearable.

i have to admit i was nervous. really nervous. wondering if i should have an escape plan. lol but i knew i didn't because he wasn't like one of the losers i had gone out with in the past. those dates that crashed and burned. never again! never dating boys ever again! only men. i just was nervous that maybe if i couldn't have a good date with this guy it was really just something wrong with me. not them. but it wasn't . it really was them. because tonight was just right.

he doesn't play games. i dig that.

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I met a man today. That's right a man. lol. He's 25, smart, incredible body, and surprise surprise is successful.