scores, scores, scores

4 days left till i get my lsat scores.

i can't even begin to express the amount of anxiety i am experiencing right now knowing that the future of my law school career, or in a worst case scenario lack of, is depending on this one scaled score.

I'm getting a bit annoyed and scared of one friend of mine. He is obsessed with this girl. And she does not have the same feelings. He always complains about how she's sending him mixed signals when she clearly is not and insists that despite the fact that she is 18 and has a boyfriend he loves her and blah blah blah. When he starts talking about "love" i just zone out. I'm taking a psych of crime class and he is very much exhibiting characteristics of a stalker and psychopath.


Mt drama. Not going to harvard was a blessing in disguise! Get to lead a team to Memphis instead, Ruby Tuesday's, incredible weather, plus i don't have to miss a shit load of school, and i leave from FAT instead of SFO. coaching tomorrow is going to be funny, my kids came to watch me at the scrimmage and i have yet to get their feedback.

as of right now i'm trying to be a little more focused on school work. Midterms and papers are up and coming. I am not looking foreward to these next few weeks.

mental slavery

i've been climbing a lot lately. i shouldn't be up but i am. i had two trials today and two more tomorrow. it should be ..sucky. not because i don't like it but because i am bored with my team. some of the new people and old people, get on my nerves. and as a great friend once said i am drowning in a sea of your inadequacies. she's a bitch and i love it. she's honest and brutal and shrewd but she's herself ya dig?

i'm babbling. i'm planning another excursion do some much needed bouldering in tollhouse. it's closer and i don't have to drive 3 hours to yosemite and i don't have to drive to the rock gym to get eye raped by dirty rock gym rats at yos fit. i'm getting stronger. my finger strength and balance is improving. rawWwwrr!! i love feeling healthy. being able to run for miles without stopping to catch my damn breath is incredible. i though of doin a marathon but why? i think that if i had some goal defined i would be less likely to reach it. i know it's a bit antithetical but i'm like that.

my parents don't know how they feel about me leaving overseas. i am training to climb mt. kilomanjaro next summer and then perhaps travel to tibet or even go home to the philippines. i decided on kilmanjaro after speaking with a geologist who actually attempted Denali, which was my first choice. Denali is the highest point in the western hemisphere. It's fucking deadly so I decided that Kilo would be better. Plus, I get to go on a cool safari after the week long climb! i've always wanted to see a pride rock and rafiki! oh gosh i'm such a nerd. I think it would be incredible if i had enough time to work out some boulder problems. i'm pretty sure chris sharma layed some out. he is my inspiration! i've been watching him more closely. my proffessor want me to be his climbing partner. he's so cool. but it got wierd when he told me to call him "andy". i said i'd try but after years of calling him "dr. fiala" it's strange to transition to a first name basis.

I did some sketches today. I perfected my design! I'm getting a tattoo. YUMA. or SAN. in Kanji. i love it. i can't wait.

life is intense. waiting for my LSAT scores. i can' t believe how fast this "undergrad" has flown by

Yale

I'm in New Haven,CT right now.
Mock Trial competition all weekend.
FUN!
Wind chill and shit.
There are hott hockey boys down the hall, and a hotel full of mock trialers. woot.

Yale

I'm in yale.

guitarshowdown

what is it with me and musicians?!
why do i adore them so.
guitarists and their damn O faces drive me insane.
I understand what they play and when they're good it makes me just wanna

..
..
yeah.

new favs.
trey tosh, AC Myles, Jay rossette. love them!

i am sleepy, but i must finish my opening and memorize by 9am tomorrow. fuckingfuckdiddilyfuckinfun.

Must say. Feeling very fit. Yeah Yeah. Don't you just know it.
Working out 4 days a week. Wooooooot. mmmmhmmm. K so Mock Tizzletomorrow?! YEAHHHHH.

Worked with the vunderful jacob. He's my favorite. We screw around and break all the stupid rules at starbucks. lol. Can you say snickerdoodle frappucino? hellllllllz yeah. Kellcie is so fun, I lubbbbber her! We talked about guys the whole night. lol. I'm so hyped up. But now I've got to chill, finish a direct examination and read plato's republic for the 4oth time. fuck. lol. What is it with profs and different translations. I wish there was just one universal translation dammit. Mmmmk.... I think I'm going to go take a shower, put on some wicker park and do my thang.

Late late bloggy, have a good night. Life is swell I am enjoying the season. Lounging around underneath the fall trees at school, reading and examining the simplicity of leaves in the treees and at the same time their ever so complicated connections.

my feet are sore, 8 hr shit ain't cool yo. not cool. at all.