Goodbye Belly Button Ring.

Goodbye naval peircing you were a friend of mine

But you said your dues and made your piece and all you've left me now

is a scar of where you used to be

of where you were in my life.

my belly button is missing you.

it does not sparkle not more

no funny times

no hurtful times

and just like all things

time heals all wounds

but you will leave me a scar which i shall peirce once more in the near future

for i miss you

and i loved you

and now you are gone

for now.

Forevers and some not-so-forevers

I've realized.

I'm contemplating. the mistakes and decisions i've made

Carlos. he was perfect. do i still want to marry him someday. i don't know.maybe. who knows. he's a forever kinda guy. i like that.

Rafael. he knew a lot. i experience many firsts with that boy. glad i never had sex with him. but he's nothing i want for a long term forever.


i guess i'm just waiting to see if what me and carlos had was really,real. i just didn't know how it was back then. and i want to know if it can be. but i don't know if he can accept the fact that i've dated other guys.


one things for sure. Eugene is a forever kinda guy, and my kinda forever guy. He supports me and loves me nad I'm so blessed to have a brother like him.

guitarshowdown

what is it with me and musicians?!
why do i adore them so.
guitarists and their damn O faces drive me insane.
I understand what they play and when they're good it makes me just wanna

..
..
yeah.

new favs.
trey tosh, AC Myles, Jay rossette. love them!

i am sleepy, but i must finish my opening and memorize by 9am tomorrow. fuckingfuckdiddilyfuckinfun.