Comfortably Numb

If you've ever watched the movie Someone Like You you'll know what I mean."There are few things sadder in life than watching the distance from the one you love, expand and grow until there is nothing left but space and silence."It perfectly describes the feeling I have towards some friends of mine. Sad but inevitable. But I'm happy that I've reconnected with old friends I had lost touch with.The new school year has finally arrived. I apologize if I'm hard to reach. Please have patience.I'm doing all this because I've got a secret hope that it'll pay off in the end. It's selfish but only human.Life has gotten crazy.Like it's going a million miles a minuteIt's as I left it.

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hmm...It really doesn't help that my parents have no faith in me but that's alright, I can understand why. I've done alot of things that merit no trust, but I feel as if they're making me out to be some sort of psychotic mass murderer. Just taking it one step over the edge of cruelty; exaggerating my wrongdoings. But lately, I've found myself not caring anymore, and I don't know how to interpret this. Am I growing cold, and rebelious, or is this the real me, just maturing? I feel drawn to neither of the aforementioned, but simultaneously feel as though this is what was meant to be.I know what I can handle, and I have no intention of backing down from any of my endevours. I don't feel the need to compromise anything I'm passionate for in order pacify my parents needs for security.