Just Breathe

people can be fake, and hurtful, and unjustified.people will make promises that will always break.some people...they can lie, and keep things from you, the things that you thought made us what we were.people will fight. people will be small. and you will just have to deal with their egos.and in the end some people will just stop caring.holidays are really starting to suck already.oh format...i was on your porch, the smoke sank into my skin so i came inside to be with you and we talked all night, about everything we could imagine cause come the morning ill be gone and as our eyes start to close i turn to you and i let you know that i love you well my dad was sick and my mom she cared for him her love it nursed him back to life and me i ran, i couldnt even look at him for fear id have to say goodbye and as i start to leave he grabs me by the shoulder and he tells me whats left to lose, youve done enough and if you fail well then you fail but not to us cause these last three years, i know theyve been hard but now its time to get out of the desert and into the sun even if its alone so now here i sit, in a hotel off of sunset my thoughts bounce off of sams guitar and thats the way its been, ever since we were kids but now, now weve got something to prove and i, i can see there eyes but tell me something, can they see mine cause whats left to lose, ive done enough and if i fail well then i fail but i gave it a shot and these last three years, i know theyve been hard but now its time to get out of the desert and into the sun even if its alone i was on your porch last nite, the smoke it sank into my skin

Blue Team Celebrations

"GIVE ME YOUR SUNGLASSES!!!!"-J"Promise you'll sleep?"-S" I'M JAN ADAMS!....I don't need to sleep"-J*zip*-S"NO SEAN NOOOO STOP SEAN WAKE UP!!!"-RS"Don't worry guys....it's o.k...it's OK guys...it's Cheif Polson.."-S"Please state your name and spell your last name for the record."-K"SAM SACHS S-A- seeaeshesssss"-J"YOUR EYES ARE SOOOO BLUE.. SO BLUE."-J"THEY'RE GREEN"-S"SO GREEN!"-J"YOU MADE ME A CAPPUCINO ONCE."-J"I KNOW, I MADE YOU A FEW."-S"YEA I STAYED AWAKE ALLL NIGHT! CAPPUCINO MASTER!"-J(5 minutes later)-"sean...YOU MADE ME A CAPPUCINO ONCE."-J"Hey are there drinks?""Yeah there's soda downstairs"(click)*whistle*-K"YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO WHISTLE!!"-J"WOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooOOOooOoOOO!"-J"YOU AREN'T WHISTLING!"-K"SEAN WHO'S WHISTLING?"*Whistle*-J"WoooooOOOOooooOOO"-JI know there are so many more but I can't remember them. lol. These ones stuck though. So fun..

I love

good music.good people.mix the two together and you get one very very very very happy jenny to the los.hey have i mentioned that i love christmas time. oh and fall! and new years! it's the most romantic time of the year. i loooove it! but then again it kinda sucks that i'm alone this year. or does it? oh what the fuck ever. i had a mini revelation today. about the men in my life. errr lack thereof. kinda funny. but hey. it's a start. people are noticing a change in me. i don't want it to become a habit though. i like me the way i am. but i've just been reallly happy lately. eh who knows.oh hey so tracy chapman, and neil young, and the grateful dead and tom petty are absofuckinlutely life changing. love them too.ya dig.