Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Of Uncertainties and Will

mood: happy, euphoric, unsure, at peace.
location: room

I guess my reason for starting this blog is to relieve some uncertainties that I've in a way ascertained throughout the course of my very short time on the earth.

About a month ago, if you asked me my philosophy on life it would completely different than what it is today. I've come to terms that friendships end, you move on, and that's ok. I've met a man that's made me happy in so many ways, and with that comes uncertainties that are beyond understanding. In a way I've grown closer to those already close to me, and realized the extent of how far one friendship can go. And I am ok with that.

Even with this unwavering conscious in the back of my head, I am willing to see what life has in store for me. I have this mock trial coach Jamie she is absolutely inspirational. To be pregnant with cancer, and be as optimistic and strong as she is absolutely breathtaking. It's people like her that give me hope for tomorrow. They give me the will and the want to achieve what I need.