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yes ma i had a date tonight....


it was pretty damn fun. it began so randomly meeting at ryan's party...with a random guy i randomly met at the rock gym who just randomly happened to be ryan's 2nd cousin and who randomly showed up to one of our mock trial parties. lol. watched Australia, probably one of the best date movies...love, action, comedy, everything. it was just a lovely evening with a very lovely fella. met up at the bookstore, it was early so we could still catch the first showing. after the movie it was pretty late so everything was pretty closed but it was fine. grabbed a burger at in n out...then drove around.....and probably stayed in the parking lot saying goodbye but failing miserably for an hour. it was a "i don't want to let you go" moment. and he said it several times. this guy is not a player as some of his friends are....i like him...it was what a date should be. he was a gentlemen throughout. and i of course, was delightful, humurous, flirtatious, etc. i did find myself having to hold myself back from tearing apart his clothes when he kissed me on the neck, breathed and nibbled on my ears....that was unbearable.

i have to admit i was nervous. really nervous. wondering if i should have an escape plan. lol but i knew i didn't because he wasn't like one of the losers i had gone out with in the past. those dates that crashed and burned. never again! never dating boys ever again! only men. i just was nervous that maybe if i couldn't have a good date with this guy it was really just something wrong with me. not them. but it wasn't . it really was them. because tonight was just right.

he doesn't play games. i dig that.

party

I met a man today. That's right a man. lol. He's 25, smart, incredible body, and surprise surprise is successful.

ganja, beer pong, bday!

it was a saturday,

my lil brat's bday today. had sushi at sendai's then went over to his house for a major chill session. i wish i didn't have to drive edgar and myself home. tonight i realized how much i missed my lil wilson. smoking the ganja with my homies was nice. surprise surprise i met some really fine ass filipinos. that was rare! lol. but hey i'm glad it happened. i realized i am quite the champion of beer pong. redeemed sean's ass from lame gnome. my head is spinning, i have the munchies.

;)

One word. ANTICLIMACTIC

It was a friday,

I had just spent the day with my fool eugene. Had two midterms, a paper outline. Then life was back to normal. We went to cinnamonster and had our weekly treat of guey warm cinnamony deliciousness, then climbed for a good 2 hours. Met some new friends, always a delight. Came home had some sinigang watched a little news with my future baby daddy tom brokaw, and just when I thought life was back to normal I get flooded with calls from fellow october lsat takers asking if i had recieved my score. I rushed up stairs, pressed the power button, clicked gmail and there it was. "You October 2008 LSAT score". Your score is....155

And ANTICLIMACTIC FUCKING 155. I guess I shouldn't complain. It's not bad, but it's far from what I wanted (a 160) So needless to say I will be retaking it again. In December. DUMB!

Rockon

went yos fit again.

met some cool people. met the "poster boy" joe of yos fit apparently. it was him, lisa, sean, and tim and they introduced themselves to me. i like that. when people are friendly. It's calming to know that there are still exists some things that connect people in the most basic ways. Such as happiness. The enjoyment that we all shared from the art form, and the sport, and to be able to share that with the like people. Unrivaled. The comraderie, the encouragement, its nice once in a while to experience a community other than every man and woman for themselves. We would look at problems that challenged us, climb, encourage each other, fall, try again, every time giving each other advice on how to over come the problem. Tried a pumpy 5.10 with a crux overhang. Joe lived up to his name and flashed it while the rest of us just gawked in amazement. I tried it and made it to the crux and fell as i kicked sean in the face a couple times. Gotta love your belayer. I hope i see them again sometime. They were fun climbing with. Miles away from the gross rock gym rat who always tries to give you advice, that he can't even do, smells, and is just overall a gross person. I know way to be descriptive.

Going salsa dancing tomorrow. :D

holdin' on

i've rehashed my love for the smoothness and warmness of citizen cope's mellow tunes. It's a sunny day, leaves are starting to fall, life is changing with the seasons, and I've been waiting for so long to feel this good. It's perfect, to let yourself go. nothing better than to sit in the cafe, do some reading, and just enjoy life in a latte.

I have been wanting you for so long,
I have been wanting you for so long,
I been down, I been down a different road,
I been out, I have been out of control,
Girl when you touch me like that,
I get my senses back yeah
Girl when you touch me back,
I get my senses back yeah,

So now I’m feeling alright, cuz nothing feels like when you’re holding on,
I said, feeling alright, cuz nothing feels like when you’re holding, when you’re holdin’,
I’m feeling alright, cuz nothing feels like, when you’re holding on,
When you’re holding on.

I wanna treat you like you wanna be treated yeah,
I wanna see you as you wanna be seen yeah,
I been down, I been down a different road,
I been out, I have been out of control,
Girl when you touch me like that,
I get my senses back yeah,
Girl when you touch me, yeah
I get my senses back yeah


Let yourself go girl
Let yourself go

Vancouver nostalgia

Sitting at Teazers in tower right now. I used to adore this place, and then I stopped coming. I had rude service and one asshole is enough to get me to vow an oath of segregation on that establishment. But i came back, in the mood for some quality, non starbuckian, tea. The man who helped me teased me, no pun intended, and small talk ensued. I sat down took my lap top out and here I am. People watching is one of my favorite things to do. You can find out a lot about a person by simply watching how they interact with themselves and their surroundings when they think someone is watching, an when they don't know that someone is watching. I know it sounds creepy but whatever. Anyways the crowd in tower is a lot different from the clovis yokies in my hood. Everybody is so individualistic that it ceases to be adherent to individualism. Went to cafe info shop to listen to some speakers and get extra cred. Went to spectrum to see the new exhibits. I'm itching for some culture and vibrance in this town and yet again it's borderline failing. I can't wait to get the hell out of fresno.


I am missing Vancouver. & I am missing Carlos.