Ahhh....there it is.
That dreaded feeling that he's leaving.
sigh.
will we even have time to talk anymore? much less spend time with each other?
it feels like a long distance relationship......again....
except we go to the same school.
:(
I'm feeling a tad bit hopeless, and helpless. I need something to hold on to. Does he feel it? I don't think he does. He seems so optomisitc, but not realistic.
I don't think I can get by with just talks on the phone....again.
I don't want this to end up being the same as the last....
I need something ... that I'm not sure he can give me.
2hrs. a week is not much of a relationship? or is it? i don't even know
don't know if i can handle it.
As much as I like him. As much as I miss him. I don't really feel that he misses me. Maybe he does but not as much as I miss him. And that hurts. Yeah.
I think I'm gunna quit work.
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